I have so many different personalities. I hate it. I can be the most cynical, misanthropic and contemptuous brat you’ll ever meet, yet I can be the most optimistic, loving, and happiest girl on earth. In one day. I’m the biggest walking contradiction ever. I wish my personality and my thoughts could be stable for once. Because I honestly don’t know how to describe myself anymore. At all.
I feel so lost within myself, I hardly even know who I am now.