I hate alcohol. I hate people who try to get me to drink alcohol. I hate people who tell me drinking alcohol is cool. I hate people who drink alcohol because everyone else is. I hate the smell of alcohol. I hate how stupid people act when they drink. I hate people who think that the way they acted drunk was awesome/funny. FUCK YOU ALL.
Truth: I'm scared. I'm terrified to get too close to you because I don't want to get my heart broken. I'm afraid that if we take this further I'm just going to get hurt and to be honest, I don't think I could take that.
Please don’t give your heart to me. If you gave it to me already… take every little bit of it back. I’m a good-for-nothing kid… and I will be to the end. I’m an unbelievably horrible person. How awful…you can’t even imagine… If you were to know what thoughts run through my head throughout the days, you would never want to see me, not even for a second. I’m not the type of person who will spend her life grateful and thankful to you for the grace and mercy you’ve continuously shown me… just because you trust in me.